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update 06/13/25

its me again. so i havent actually started my job yet but i think i start next tuesday? they werent really clear. i wish i was working somewhere else because being honest the idea of having to talk to people makes me want to vomit right now. its also around 2am right now, so i dont know if id trust anything i say. today i went to a birthday party. i ate an entire jar of pickles in 3 days. life's been okay, besides the constant political rage i feel. and the crippling dysphoria, but i know it will pass. itll be okay once i get on testosterone and finally get top surgery. im looking at surgeons already, even though i have 2 years and a hell of a wait after that to look forward to. that is if i can still get my surgeries haha! i know my life wont instantly be fixed after testosterone,but i like to tell myself that so i can actually make it to getting it. anyways.

this saturday im going to a no kings protest in my area. should be okay, i guess. im getting really sick of America's political leaders having an orgy up in the white house while ICE raids homes of anyone that isnt white. i hate this country, i hate my house, i dont know. we can just hope, i guess. things will get better. people are really perseverent when it comes down to it. signing off,
—Myk3l

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